Thought Journal: Blind-folded Adventure

Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and think about what you deserve. That one’s easier to preach than practice, especially for someone as impulsive as I am. 

I wear my heart on my sleeve, that is, I act and react based on how I feel. I am a human female with emotional blood overflowing in every strand of my veins that I gotta keep reminding myself that logic does exists and that humans have brains not just hearts. When it comes to matters of the heart, I try not to be reckless because the least I want is to end up sitting on my own crap or create a mess I could never clean up. I try to be careful with my decisions as much as I possibly can. 

I don’t want to start a game I've got no chance of winning. I don’t want to start a joke I cannot laugh about. It isn't in my nature to act against my values but choosing what’s right isn't always easy. And the truth is, sometimes life lets me face situations that leave me no choice but to smile and act as if I don’t give a damn. But I do! Sometimes, I care way too much that I think I’m gonna end up with a tear-stained cheek and a horrible scar tattooed on my rib-cage. But that's fine. No one goes on an adventure without gaining some interesting bruises and wounds along the way.

I've got fears and doubts and all that.  I'm gonna make mistakes, nasty ones maybe. I know I'm gonna fail...but I'll fail forward. I may not know what waits in every journey I take and that's what makes it more exciting. 

So here's to enjoying a blind-folded ride!